This is beyond sadness... In my previous post, I narrated about not receiving a bonus, for the first time in years...well, it's gotten worse, Yesterday, I received an email memo of being removed from a premium position... I was demoted, so lower salary the worst, my client rating was very low, hence few bookings this morning, I only got 3 clients out of 7 slots. I'm frozen, I still drag myself to turn on my computer and work.
But in my mind, I need to end my agony. It's been four years... Yet, I feel frustrated and lack motivation to start over again. (big sigh)
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@Fluffybull true, due to motivation, I become lethargic to work, I just spent my day cleaning and rearranging the house to divert my attention I was fulfilled...perhaps I'd switch to interior/housekeeping from my online job 😂
