Update , I have one friend on my side
Shes an lovely girl , we are both the same age , she only worked two shifts but we stayed in touch ever since and she wants to hang out with me after work. Shes shy , like me but we seem to help each other an lot with gaining confidence. She offered to hang out with me first. She also is supporting me through all of this , which says a lot for my best friend who doesnt believe me and doesnt care how badly this is hurting me. She wanted to come back to work and if she does then Im going to teach her pole dancing tricks and how to talk to customers in return for all of her support. The day we met , I remembered I was crying because I got rejected by every guy and it was only my second week at work and I was so new to it all , she came to me straight away and said anytime you feel like that you can come to talk to me , she even offered me an place to stay and she said one day an man will see you on the pole and realise how hot you really are. I was considering buying her an first pair of stripper heals because shes never owned any and she needs them for the pole , I just wanted to say thank you to her as shes the only one whos stayed by my side through all of the shit that went down last wednesday. Shes one of the very few people who genuinely care about me.