It was all an misunderstanding
They didn’t know I was Ill apparently as I didn’t tell them until they came up to me to ask why as they said they was confused I only did one dance when I’m normally one of the top earners of the club. I thought it was obvious because of the way I was behaving , not badly but I wasn’t myself at all , but anyway they said I can cancel at any time I want as I’m self employed but they appreciated the fact I came in even though I was ill. They said I’m an amazing dancer and all my dances are clean and I’m doing so well and I have nothing to worry about. I was terrified of cancelling because I was scared of getting fired , I explained all of that to them , but they said they won’t fire me for that as I never do anything wrong. They said I worry way too much. I feel so much better now mentally but physically I need a lot of sleep and I’m wanting to eat properly again but right now my body can only handle milkshakes and smoothies and some potato chips and the odd fruit , that’s how bad my stomach is right now.