I’m really burnt out and I can’t go home until the club closes

I’m Ill and beyond exhausted , by the way you can’t catch what I have as it’s my body rejecting food as I’m In anorexia recovery and I’ve hardly slept due to waking up at weird times in the morning to throw up and ive fainted 3 times so far too. I wouldn’t come in if you could catch it as I’m not selfish. It taken me two attempts to get out of the house but I managed it. I fainted at the bus stop so I came home and slept for an extra 30 minutes. I have to pay for my two first dances tonight because I was 7 minuets late getting on the floor because I went to the shop to get some smoothies because my body keeps rejecting solid food expect for potato chips. The reason why I came in is because I booked in last week and I cancelled last Saturday for what I wrote about last Saturday and I didn’t want to cancel again. Also I spent over an hour walking around the club with my new outfit on upside down and I’ve only just thought to look at the photo and then I realised I had it on wrong the whole time. I wondered why it looked way too big on me. I went on the pole but I only did floorwork and no tricks because I just didn’t have the energy because I’m beyond exhausted. There’s only 5 girls on tonight so I was desperately needed tonight by the club. And I was walking around with my vagina out as I had my thong on the wrong way around without realising as I’m that exhausted. And I’m not allowed to go home even though I’m self employed , so I’m going to miss the train and I will have to wait 3 hours for another one and it’s extremely hard to sleep in the train station. I don’t understand as there’s nothing to do , it’s so dead and 4 of us are sat on our phones because there’s not enough customers. I’m so annoyed but at least I actually made the effort to come in.