I'm anbivalant about my CO- VID-19 related work situtition; :/

Part of me wants to say something like, "Of there's nothing to do, send me home, I don't need money THAT badly." but I know I would need money THAT badly in a few weeks if I say that too often and they take me up on it. Another part of me KNOWS that even if the whole pandemic ends tomorrow, and we resume (for lack of a better phrase) "Normal business operations" the next day, I'd be lucky to get 25 hours a week from June through November. So, I SHOULD work all the hours I can nowishly.