Dilemma to quit my job.

Hi Peeps,

I work as a software developer. I enjoyed developing, i used to enjoy solving problem. It give me satisfaction when i manage to resolve the issues.

But during this two years @ work. It gave me ptsd, lost all emotions no drive. Just want to earn that damn pay check.
For that pathetic 3 meals a day.

I still take pride in my job. Recently i hand it over to another co-worker. Everything simply just break. I felt totally like crap. All my hardwork.... I not sure to even work in this line. Or have a career switch.

------Please don't bash me-------