@SW-User Beatiful reply, if this was my post I would mark it best comment. I started writing on EP and later SW to immortalize my stories, in spite of knowing these websites don't last forever – then again, nothing does. I dreamt of becoming a writer for the same reason, even if those wouldn't be stories about me or my life, I always wanted to leave a piece of myself behind to find contentment in passing away, knowing that at least one person would read my words and think of me when I'm gone. It must sound terribly self-obsessed, but I've never been able to shake the fear of disappearing. I realize that we all have an impact on this world and those within it, and each of our existance shapes the future, even if in the most minuscule sense, but in my mind I'm terrified. This is ironically also why I ended up with two accounts, this one for meeting new people and simply chatting, and one – which I call my main lol – for telling my story, upload the drawings/paintings I make, which I actually like, as well as my thoughts on various topics like moral dilemmas. I have still not written anything for that account, and maybe that's good for me.
