will it get better?

Oct.31, 2021 I got into a pretty bad accident. I was test driving my mother new motorcycle and something happen because next thing I knew it the middle of nov.2021 in the hospital with Ivs and new cast on my leg. I have no memory of how I got there all I could remember was I was on my way home from work I was at least 2 hours away. Bam I in the hospital. I had to get metal plates and pins on my ankle. on my forehead I have a long deep scar because my skin broke off my skull. you could see my skull if you could look past the blood. I had cracks all over my skull, I had spinal fluid leaking in my head it was coming out of my nose my sodium was almost no sodium because of that I was in the ice mutable times I had no movement on the left side of my face i scars on my arms and legs from the road. The most amazing part of all of this.... I HAVE NO Memory of the accident of most of the hospital stay I only remember the last 2 week I stayed in the hospital. in its June 2022 I still have no memory, but I Have Panic attacks when I get o my motorcycle. even just to practice in my yard I just start panicking out of nowhere. I loved going on rides with my bike I would go every weekend with my dad just riding around the city just to blow off steam but now my while family is angry at us because I refuse to sell my bike. but now my dad wants me to get rid of mine. I love my motorcycle and getting rid of it is hard for me. yes, I know I can just buy a new one I know that, but it still hurts. I don't really know what to do I don't know how to make the attacks go away I don't know how to make everyone else comfortable around me anymore. I know I know it's simple " just sell the stupid motorcycle" but it's hard