Sick of the brick wall

No what I tried no matter what I do no matter how I do it that brick wall is going to be there in my life there is no moving it there's no denting it there's nothing I keep running into that same brick wall I got some parts for my car my son said he could do it now he can't it took me long enough to save up for the parts so now I got to save up for someone to fix my car sick of the brick wall sick of it