Do you see any long lasting changes in your personality...? Like I used to wonder and just argued that it's absolutely impossible to love or fall

in love with someone 30-40 years older then you... I kind of talked couple of times and see his videos every day now for the past couple of months...and I really think I like him that way lol...But he leads an ascetic type of life in a good way... He is 60 something and isn't interested in meeting younger women or dating...so ...I even like the way he laughs at some sarcastic stupid things he says lol ...I am just saying ...I seriously shock myself everyday... What about you????