Tell me what bothers you the MOST of yourself.

I have all my life had LOW self confidence. I just couldn't believe I had any value. So I searched groups to seek others like myself. Not that there are people that can admit to their faults. I am forgetful. This scares me. I doubt myself constantly, and if I should stop to ask directions when lost, their words ring out like a foreign language.
So I sit. Here at home on my computer, pretending I am entertained...