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Is this what getting better feels like?

Until it gets worse again? Is it going to get worse again? How many more times am I going to relapse until I'm forever clean? Do I [i]really [/i]have the power to not give in to it?
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taintedprincess · 46-50, F
It never gets easier, been struggling on and off for 20 years..fingers crossed that yesterday was my last relapse.
I believe you do have the power,it comes with strength. In my almost 13 years of sobriety, i learned to stay strong in moments of weakness..not sure why i lost that capability, but if you ever find it, grasp onto it with all ya got..