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Oh yes, I do. Usually it's due to my own avoidance of uncomfortable social situations, or more accurately, my avoidance of "real" assholes, and/or my occasional inability to control my emotions in the company of others to not seem like an asshole, or the general lack of ability to control the way others perceive my emotions and the begrudging acceptance that others must "take me as I am" because there's no other way about it, in my world. I feel guilty for feeling anything at all, though, especially if someone is a witness to me, but synonymously, I will not perform for others unless I have no other option and will be ridden destitute, etc. And. Most people are assholes, and that makes me an asshole to others, 'cause I'm not like most people (or anyone I've ever known). There's no way to escape the asshole.