Haven’t been on here for a while

My last post was from a little over a month ago. Got a few things I wanna talk about that’s been going on. Wanting to die, weight loss, death of a former friend, a self discovery, etc… At the moment though I’m tryna figure out what I want to eat for dinner lol (and yes I’m having dinner at like 4:30am lol don’t @ me). Kinda craving that Trader Joe’s Mac n cheese but I also had that yesterday. Hmm not sure if I care.