All my dreams walked out the door

Thanks for the fact. Its intresting. I was raised in system and never had parents. let alone a single parent. I seem to keep my life straight. I never turned to drugs or landed in prision. Just a thought. I do however work, earn decent money, i have a car, and i do provide a home. have a whole lot of love to give...and no not all child psychologist know what they are doing.

@Givemelife: time will tell. Either way, you're doing the child a disservice. There's no benefit existing over never having existed.

You're going to be responsible for all of his or her pain. An indeterminate amount. Could be the kid will need expensive medication. Could be it comes out needing surgery, or with some rare illness, or mental retardation, or any number of other impediments or impairements or illnesses.

Are you prepared for all those eventualities? Prepared to be responsible for a human beings suffering? Because it's just playing Russian roulette. I personally hope your gun doesn't have a bullet in it.

You are correct time will tell. And yes im prepared.

@Givemelife: oh no I'm sorry. He may come back yah? You two have shared a good amount of years together. And your lil family is growing none the less. I jus can't see any loving man in his right mind throwing that away

Im hoping he does come back. But i wont force him to be apart of it if he chooses not to.

@Givemelife: I hope so too. Because being a father/dad and watching your own child come into the world is the most special and greatest experience. I love being a dad. I'm sure he will too.

damn even i wasn't that brutal