Don't mind me
Hi.
I uhh... I've been hurting inside. I'm hurting inside right now.
I've been hurting for a while now.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm not sure of what I've done.
But I've been trying to do the right thing.
I've been listening to my heart.
My heart is very foolish.
Feelings and emotions. That's all there is.
No brains.
The heart does not have brains.
The heart does not have any logic.
What it does have are intuitions.
Follow your heart.
Ever heard that saying? Follow your heart?
How many of you have followed your hearts and got what you wanted?
How many of you followed your hearts and got quite the opposite of what you expected?
Should one follow their hearts?
Or should one listen to their brains only?
I'm hurting.
Tears.
Grown men don't cry!
Have you heard that one? Grown men don't cry?
Don't be a pvssy!
Have your heard that one? Don't be a pvssy?
Man up!
Be a man!
Have you heard that one?
What is a grown man supposed to do when he's hurting inside?
What is a grown man supposed to do when his heart physically hurts?
I'm not sure how to deal with heart ache.
I never have.
What did I do? I ask myself that.
What have I done?
What am I doing?
What do I do now?
I'm not sure.
I'm looking for answers. But all I get are more questions.
Has anyone figured out how to deal with life?
Has anyone figured out how to deal with this sh!tty fvcking life?
How does one stop being miserable?
How does one stop the pain?
How does one stop the tears?
How does one just calm once again, gather themselves together and push forward?
What are we pushing forward to?
This life? It hurts.
It hurts so bad.
Tears.
Has anyone ever wanted love?
You know, love.
Just love.
What kind of life is there, without love?
I ask myself this question again and again.
What am I doing wrong?
Ever asked yourself that?
What am I doing wrong, and how do I fix it?
I want to know!
Have you ever wished you could just be loved, and held? Have you ever wished you could feel safe in someone's arms?
Have you ever wished you fall asleep in someone's arms, without a worry, without fear, without a thousand questions running through your mind?
Have you ever wished you could be loved?
Have you ever tried so hard to be loved, and failed?
Have you ever questioned yourself, found your faults, and worked on them?
Do you ever think, about these things?
Do you hurt, sometimes?
What keeps you awake at night?
What do you wish for?
What does your heart yearn for?
What does your soul ache for?
What do you want?
What do you desire?
Love.
I want to write a story about love.
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I uhh... I've been hurting inside. I'm hurting inside right now.
I've been hurting for a while now.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm not sure of what I've done.
But I've been trying to do the right thing.
I've been listening to my heart.
My heart is very foolish.
Feelings and emotions. That's all there is.
No brains.
The heart does not have brains.
The heart does not have any logic.
What it does have are intuitions.
Follow your heart.
Ever heard that saying? Follow your heart?
How many of you have followed your hearts and got what you wanted?
How many of you followed your hearts and got quite the opposite of what you expected?
Should one follow their hearts?
Or should one listen to their brains only?
I'm hurting.
Tears.
Grown men don't cry!
Have you heard that one? Grown men don't cry?
Don't be a pvssy!
Have your heard that one? Don't be a pvssy?
Man up!
Be a man!
Have you heard that one?
What is a grown man supposed to do when he's hurting inside?
What is a grown man supposed to do when his heart physically hurts?
I'm not sure how to deal with heart ache.
I never have.
What did I do? I ask myself that.
What have I done?
What am I doing?
What do I do now?
I'm not sure.
I'm looking for answers. But all I get are more questions.
Has anyone figured out how to deal with life?
Has anyone figured out how to deal with this sh!tty fvcking life?
How does one stop being miserable?
How does one stop the pain?
How does one stop the tears?
How does one just calm once again, gather themselves together and push forward?
What are we pushing forward to?
This life? It hurts.
It hurts so bad.
Tears.
Has anyone ever wanted love?
You know, love.
Just love.
What kind of life is there, without love?
I ask myself this question again and again.
What am I doing wrong?
Ever asked yourself that?
What am I doing wrong, and how do I fix it?
I want to know!
Have you ever wished you could just be loved, and held? Have you ever wished you could feel safe in someone's arms?
Have you ever wished you fall asleep in someone's arms, without a worry, without fear, without a thousand questions running through your mind?
Have you ever wished you could be loved?
Have you ever tried so hard to be loved, and failed?
Have you ever questioned yourself, found your faults, and worked on them?
Do you ever think, about these things?
Do you hurt, sometimes?
What keeps you awake at night?
What do you wish for?
What does your heart yearn for?
What does your soul ache for?
What do you want?
What do you desire?
Love.
I want to write a story about love.
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31-35, M
