I use this place to vent, i suggest keep scrolling

so it doesn't matter if this kind of posts is for you or not,. I have been just getting more depressed to the point I want to throw up from feeling so sick. So anxious, and weak feeling. I get attached too easily. I just feel, really really badly.

Im not suicidal. But, I have been having more intrusive thoughts. I'm losing more and more reasons to stay here I guess, and it sounds nicer each day if it could all just go away. What s the point of living or existing anyway, always struggling. What's the point?? "Oh you gotta make your own purpose to live". I think too literal for that to work on me. I'm sick of feeling sick.
Im tired.