Should I ...........

Stop expecting anything ?
Give up on hope?
Leave all the past behind?
Get a new life?
Try to find answers?
Go down the path you can't come back from?
Pretend that everything is okay?
I am not old , just 3 decades of life , 3 decades where I had good times bad times horrible times, I heard "there are people out there who have it worst then you" or " great things will come your wat"

But I did not pay much attention to it , cause somewhere down I was always naive, immature.

So today , time is so and matters are more , life just doesn't feel right.

All the logically motivational speeches anyone can give me will have answer from me , postive answer Yet..............

I don't want to.......


Brain isn't that strong anymore that would always move on , like in instant


So I guess


It Needs Rest........
Rest for Good......