Thought potpourri
This week I'm seeing Mistress to talk about accountability. I love her a little.
Got the apartment. Move is in two weeks.
Last night with BF I brought up the intimacy problem. He confessed to me he's depressed. Agreed to go to his doctor Monday and increase his medication or look into changing it. I made the point that if he is so depressed, the medication isn't working.
It's not great but it is a start. I don't think it will help but I've decided to be patient and persistent.
Debating what to do today. My left foot has a blister on the second toe so maybe another 20k steps isn't what I need.
I've been eating 2k calories a day OR MORE and don't feel fat. This is what weight lifting does!!! I'm STILL at a slight calorie deficit but not enough to feel drained. My weight is stable but I feel stronger. Sore everywhere in the most delightful way. Bulking is fun. Cutting sucks.
Got the apartment. Move is in two weeks.
Last night with BF I brought up the intimacy problem. He confessed to me he's depressed. Agreed to go to his doctor Monday and increase his medication or look into changing it. I made the point that if he is so depressed, the medication isn't working.
It's not great but it is a start. I don't think it will help but I've decided to be patient and persistent.
Debating what to do today. My left foot has a blister on the second toe so maybe another 20k steps isn't what I need.
I've been eating 2k calories a day OR MORE and don't feel fat. This is what weight lifting does!!! I'm STILL at a slight calorie deficit but not enough to feel drained. My weight is stable but I feel stronger. Sore everywhere in the most delightful way. Bulking is fun. Cutting sucks.
36-40, M
