@SimplyMeChantou don’t lose hope. I was livid with one ex. There’s a fine line between love and hate. Chances are if she hates you, she actually doesnt.
When I was mad with my ex it was a live wire for 3 years. Hated him. Then one time he apologized in a grocery store when we bumped paths. Suddenly I wasn’t so angry. I sat on my couch in deadpan silence for an hour pretty confused about how I felt after that.