I failed and relasped. I tried so hard.

Thinking about kms because all I am is a failure. I couldn't even go to work. My new job is supposed to start tomorrow. I get verbally abused by my bf about it. Even though he is good to me. Just not when I relaspe. But I'm tired of the pain and the self harm.

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Ryannnnnn · 31-35, M

It's a process, don't be so hard on yourself. There's no such thing as a failure, it's just a toxic term we learn and have to unlearn later in life. You're a good egg, you'll get through it, believe in yourself and don't give up!