May have to put my dog down today, I dread things like this...

I’m so sorry . I had to put my baby down about 4 years ago . It still hurts . But she was so sick and was suffering . I hated it but the vet was very kind . He sedated her first , then let me boo hoo and hug her for a while ... then finally the lethal dose . He brought her “ box “ to the house . It’s never easy