Does the UK’s new Rule of Six apply to SW ?

@DarkHeaven Maximum of 6 people in a group 🙂😘❤️

@DarkHeaven you take care ok I'm sorry for my advice to you earlier I shouldn't have even replied at all I only make shit worse

@Dlrannie You going to make me blush with all kisses, sweet love. 🖤😘

@DarkHeaven Nothing wrong with a bit of blushing 🙂❤️🥰

@Dlrannie *gets shy and bites my lip*

@DarkHeaven I bet you look really cute when you do that.😘🙂💙

@Dlrannie Maybe a little. 🖤😘

@DarkHeaven and I'm sorry for upsetting you as well and for lashing out at you i do that to everyone but i didnt mean to hurt you or anything i just wanted to apologize you take care and i hope that everything will be ok and good for you

@DarkHeaven It’s been really nice chatting but I have stuff to do so I’m vanishing now - take care 🙂😘😍😘❤️

@ExperienceDLT All good. I can usually tell when someone is lashing out because they are hurting and when they are just being a dick. Yours was the former. Be safe and be well. ☮️

@Dlrannie You too. *blows you a kiss goodbye* 😘💋

@DarkHeaven I didnt mean to upset you or be hateful to you I cant control myself anymore I dont even know who or what I am anymore I hate it and no one can help doctors therapist nobody can help I dont know how to get "fixed"

@DarkHeaven I think I'm like clinically insane

@ExperienceDLT I hope they find you peace. It’s a doubly difficult thing now a days.

@DarkHeaven the last therapist pretty much said I cant he helped she said I need to be like locked up in an asylum I guess is what she was referring too

@ExperienceDLT That shouldn’t ever be the long term solution. Is your therapist court ordered or someone you’ve gone to?

@DarkHeaven someone I went to on my own as suggested by family doctor but it never helped neither did the antidepressants hell she made me feel like a criminal more than anything

@DarkHeaven I got scared to go back I thought they was going to actually lock me up

@ExperienceDLT Yeah, that ain’t cool. Get another psychiatrist that specializes in the tougher neurological disorders and mental illnesses. She’s just way outside her scope and needs to refer you on.

@ExperienceDLT But since she’s shit. You got to advocate for yourself... before it gets worse, and typically it gets way worse if untreated. Good luck. ☮️

@ExperienceDLT Typically a therapist will focus mostly on psycho-therapy but you may need medication that only a full psychiatrist can prescribe. I’d definitely look for a psychiatrist instead of therapist. There’s a place for therapy... but not until all of the brain chemistry is right, first.

@DarkHeaven my brain chemistry definitely isn't right

@ExperienceDLT Right. But that’s not your fault. You need help... not more blame.

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@DarkHeaven but I am to blame I let myself get like this so that's my fault isnt it

@ExperienceDLT Yeah, cause there’s a handbook and shit, right? We are all just doing the best we can. Be kind to yourself but that includes getting help as soon as you possibly can. The disease of mental illness don’t give a shit about fault. It will drag you under either way. Don’t make the mistakes I did. It was truly hell. ✌️