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assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
A hallucination that paralyzed me near midday while I was chilling in bed. A voice told me if I want, I can become extremely "successful and lucky". I just have to say "yes". It was a deep, hoarse, sinister voice. I had flashes of times that I was hurt, bullied, dismissed, vulnerable, and the voice told me all of this could change if only I agreed to team up.
I tried shaking my head to say "no" and snap out of it, but I was paralyzed. LMAO. Then I started to hear screams. Of my loved ones. It was weird. Everything started to swirl before my eyes. My vision was reddish. I couldn't breathe. Finally everything imploded into my chest with a loud thud. I was finally able to gasp for air and move. I ran out of the room and told my sister. I was very scared. It was extremely real. I have no psychotic illness. Nothing of the sort happened before or after this. I still wonder what it all meant.
I tried shaking my head to say "no" and snap out of it, but I was paralyzed. LMAO. Then I started to hear screams. Of my loved ones. It was weird. Everything started to swirl before my eyes. My vision was reddish. I couldn't breathe. Finally everything imploded into my chest with a loud thud. I was finally able to gasp for air and move. I ran out of the room and told my sister. I was very scared. It was extremely real. I have no psychotic illness. Nothing of the sort happened before or after this. I still wonder what it all meant.
SunKiss3d · 31-35, F
@assemblingaknob damn now that is crazy... hmm I wonder what that was too. Maybe some form of conscious dreaming or daydreaming. Wow that's a weird one.