What do you associate with pedophiles? For me it’s ugly hairstyles, socially awkwardness, candy, and a big van or ice cream.

I don't have any of them except for social awkwardness because I was diagnosed with a lot of mental problems as a kid. I was bullied a lot, I endured verbal assaults from a lot of my mom's boyfriends who were always drunk and I was sexually abused by my cousins at a very young age.😢 Does that make me a pedophile?