This is a question I vision to ask to African people , why I feel inferior when I m in between light skinned people ?

Neither they are white ( i . е . еurоpean ) , not I m black ( i . е . аfriсan ) . I had became dark due to much sun over the years but in childhood I was fair . But they are asian people whose skin is white in sun , I live in between them , while I feel some inferior . Do you think I m stupid , or is it bad of me to think mуsеIf infеriоr .