I don't like rainy nights...

On rainy nights like this, the memories keep me up,
Although you're gone,you have left me all your stuff.
I thought I was the one, and there could be no one after,
But seeing that you've moved on, I think of this in laughter-
I was a fool to think so highly of myself,
I don't blame you, you did right, I can tell.
I should move on too and find myself a man,
Who may not be you, but we'll do the best we can.
I have tried all stuffs, from weeds to beers, to make this right,
I've changed hairstyles worn new dresses and taken long flights.
I did the solo trips and even the girl-gang tours,
I've drunk and partied like animals to return home to sleep, on all fours.
I've overworked to near death and on being nagged, talked to other men,
But the more I met, the more I felt, it's got to be you, my friend.
But that's alright if it makes you happy, I wish you all the best,
I will be happy too, and let you be, and put my love to test.
For if I loved you really, I'd be able to let you go,
I don't try to live in memories and ruin the present, of that you can be sure.
It's just nights like these that bring back things to drown me in my tears,
For you may have gone, but your memories stay to haunt, and they're here to stay for years.