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riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
I dont feel valued , before used to worry about it, but lately I'm learning to care a little less.
I know who I am
I know what I did and also
I know what I didnt do
so that part of known what I didnt do connected me which a connection with a god of ny understanding.
I'm not saying this either by ego but something special happened me before to know that I'm valued by someone special so other peoples opinions or values dont bother me that much .
And being honest it's much bigger than other peoples opinion or values and I get great comfort in that .
That person wouldnt of coming to me only that the person saw good in me and being harassed by a lot of people in the city where I'm from .
That's what came into my mind and do you know what she said to me " your safe now "
I know who I am
I know what I did and also
I know what I didnt do
so that part of known what I didnt do connected me which a connection with a god of ny understanding.
I'm not saying this either by ego but something special happened me before to know that I'm valued by someone special so other peoples opinions or values dont bother me that much .
And being honest it's much bigger than other peoples opinion or values and I get great comfort in that .
That person wouldnt of coming to me only that the person saw good in me and being harassed by a lot of people in the city where I'm from .
That's what came into my mind and do you know what she said to me " your safe now "
LukeTheDuke · M
That person sounds as if she has been a very positive factor in your life. @riseofthemachine
riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
@LukeTheDuke I would of committing suicide only for her and that's being honest cause i took on other peoples issues into my head and got dragged down from them .
I had to learn to be happy with being on my own . I never grew up in that department
I had to learn to be happy with being on my own . I never grew up in that department
LukeTheDuke · M
I’m glad to hear it didn’t come to that. And you’re very right about learning to be happy on your own - depending on others for your happiness is usually an invitation for disappointment. @riseofthemachine
riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
@LukeTheDuke you said it . Thanks for that wisdom .😁
LukeTheDuke · M
Thank you for your contribution. @riseofthemachine