Are you hoping to make it in life so that you can have the means to help people more? That's pretty much all I'm living for at this point.

If I were to win the lottery, i'de give it all away. i'de buy land for the poor, couches, beds, ect. and let them live their lives. land is the key to wealth. A lot of my friends also use me as a mini piggy bank, because I cannot refuse to help them. Especially when it comes to food and basic needs. At my job, I heavily discount items for the poor. Igaf. They can fire me. It seriously eats me up inside that I cannot do more, for there is always more to do. I think that one of these days im just going to get fed up and blow my brains out.