What is/was EP?

@PDXNative1986 Easier to ignore them cuz there were more good people there?

@Ksmile14 yes.... and like I said you could hide in groups you could even make your own so only people who were interested in what you had to say could find your content.... here everytime I post i a group the whole site is notified.

@PDXNative1986 yeah and all the trolls show up.

@Ksmile14 exactly... Plus you could actually create your own groups.

@PDXNative1986 Thanks for answering

@Ksmile14 many of the groups on THIS site are groups I created on EP... like "I want to live in a world without walls."

@PDXNative1986 Do you live in a world without walls???

@Ksmile14 God no, And christ was that ever a metaphor... we autistics are supposed to struggle with those.

Everyone is paranoid, everyone has been hurt, everyone's got wall after wall after wall around their hearts...

@PDXNative1986 ohhhh gotcha. I was thinking maybe you were one of those people who just wanna live in the great wide open! lol

Yeah...I got plenty of walls myself 😕

@Ksmile14 Yeah. people wonder why I hate men...

all I see all around me are victims of horrible relationships who are essentially half broken and half paranoid...
I'm tired of essentially getting clean up duty for their mistakes..... I'm not them I 'm not the one who broke them....

@PDXNative1986 *hug*

@Ksmile14 [media=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bo2iGkS0pRY]

@Ksmile14 all I know is I wasn't the one responsible for all the damage... and that's what I see.... it's .

God I wish I wish people didn't block me just for expressing my truth I mean I woke up awhile back to the sound of glass shattering and of course my mind was like WTF IS GOING ON and I went and hid and then slowly went back to sleep after the coast was clear so the next morning I wake up right>? my neighbors brushing broken glass out of her SUV's car seat and I'm like what happened there?

and she was like he was drunk and I locked him out and so he smashed the windows on my vehicle, it isn't the first time either.

and of course my brain is like (you didn't learn to lose this bastard the first time?)

and yet I get blocked when I suggest sometimes god love you and what not but ya'll have horrible judgement in male partners...

@PDXNative1986 Yeah 😔

@PDXNative1986 male partners...female partners. Everyone is broken in some way.

@Ksmile14 i basically don't have local friends so there's that.... and it's partially my fault I could have tried to meet up...
used meetup.com or something...

but yeah...

even as a fucking NEET just about to finally be in education I am a better pick than some of those boys.... at least my exes aren't an unbroken chain of broken hearts...

@Ksmile14 I got a letter after I broke up with annie where she basically told me after what happened to her she was glad we had spent that time together because it was where she learned that not all men cannot control themselves and to trust us to respect boundaries again... I don't break people...

@PDXNative1986 That is something positive. ☺️