Have You Ever Felt Like A Train Ran Over You, Then Backed Up To Do It Again?

I had a bad seizure today and I swear it feels like that question above. My entire body hurts from the seizure, not counting where my head hit the floor (maybe that will knock some sense into me) or how I have trouble spelling and boy does the backspace key know me well. We have an intimate relationship after one of these.

I can't really put into words how it makes me feel. Sometimes it's like a whole pro sports team decides to use me as a tackle dummy, or I was playing dodge car on the freeway and lost, a lot. But one thing always happens after, it's like my mind knows what to do, but my body isn't listening, like it's misfiring.

Sometimes I'm just so tired of it all, but then there can be someone that makes it all worth while to put up with. :) Any way, if anyone wants to rant about things they put up with, here's the spot. Just needed to vent some of this dark matter.

Thanks for taking the time and please, not looking for sympathy, just to blow off steam.