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rckt148 · 61-69, M
I am in severe pain most of the time
over 200 nerves are crushed in scar tissue ,they tried removing some of it but its a Keyloid scar ,it has veins and it grows if they mess with it ,I have other problems but this is the one that keeps my legs hurting even when I stay off of my feet .
If I just lay around thinking about how bad I hurt ,it only gets worse .
So I try to keep my mind busy ,a distraction .
I sing ,play my guitar ,but I need to talk or go nuts .
When I am typing I am thinking about what I am saying ,and type as I think .
Sometimes I think faster then I can type and hit the wrong key ,to many comma's
throw grammar to the wind ,
but it helps .I take less pain meds this way .
The more narcotics I take the more constipated you get ,so I take as little as possible ,
SO its Group Therapy for me .
Chit chat with friends ,answer questions ,so on .
I know I annoy some here ,but they are not in my shoes .
They can block me or get over it .get off here and go to work ,I can't .
I am not here to hurt anyone and I think we all can scroll past a post ,
I am blessed ,I know a lot of very cool people here who indulge me .
They have no clue how much their kindness and patience means to me .
Nothing sucks worse then to have a lot of skills ,and you're body won't let you use them ,and you're home alone
While others you made successful go on with their lives ,and you're stuck laying around when you love to work ,in pain .
Brain running away like a run away train .
over 200 nerves are crushed in scar tissue ,they tried removing some of it but its a Keyloid scar ,it has veins and it grows if they mess with it ,I have other problems but this is the one that keeps my legs hurting even when I stay off of my feet .
If I just lay around thinking about how bad I hurt ,it only gets worse .
So I try to keep my mind busy ,a distraction .
I sing ,play my guitar ,but I need to talk or go nuts .
When I am typing I am thinking about what I am saying ,and type as I think .
Sometimes I think faster then I can type and hit the wrong key ,to many comma's
throw grammar to the wind ,
but it helps .I take less pain meds this way .
The more narcotics I take the more constipated you get ,so I take as little as possible ,
SO its Group Therapy for me .
Chit chat with friends ,answer questions ,so on .
I know I annoy some here ,but they are not in my shoes .
They can block me or get over it .get off here and go to work ,I can't .
I am not here to hurt anyone and I think we all can scroll past a post ,
I am blessed ,I know a lot of very cool people here who indulge me .
They have no clue how much their kindness and patience means to me .
Nothing sucks worse then to have a lot of skills ,and you're body won't let you use them ,and you're home alone
While others you made successful go on with their lives ,and you're stuck laying around when you love to work ,in pain .
Brain running away like a run away train .
