What is a miracle you have experienced?

I am a miracle. My mother being a psychopath has zero love, add to that I was not wanted as she wanted a boy not a girl. Everyone tells me that she put me in a room and closed the door and didn't pay any attention to me. She did like to make charts however and it showed that I didn't grow like I should have. Babies that are not held go into failure to thrive and I was definitely there. Most don't survive.