I never had a calling...

I was 17 senior and everyone in the cafeteria in my grade... i swear had applied for college except me. Had all their forms... I didnt understand. I literally was searching for those who werent. But I was the only one at my school and I felt so miserable and left out because I knew I wasnt going to make it. Then I fell into depression and never graduated. I never had a calling.

I feel sad all of a sudden... because I remember everyone had someone and I had no one to rely on.

Majority of my life. Any play I was in growing up as a kid... I was so hurt because no one came to watch me. You know that one kid who looks into the audience and cant find their parents. That was me. Because no one showed up.

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quitwhendone · M

You know, many people have several careers in their lives. The whole point of it is to choose something that you like instead of going to a job you hate every day. It doesn't have to define you but you at least need to be comfortable with it. And if you are comfortable with it and it comes naturally and easily to you, you will likely be good at it and thus you'll make more money than the average person on the field.