I think there should be real sucide clinics...

I've been off and on that thought process for some time. Usually when the depression and pain are at it's worst. There are times when I'm out of it that I don't feel that way. Yes, we can say it's our right, our body, our life, but I really don't know what the right answer is. I won't be a hypocrite and say "oh nooooo, don't blagh blagh blagh" when I've thought that myself, but I just don't feel it's the answer to it all.

Sorry, not being supportive or helpful here, hell just rambling basically. All I know is, I have come of out those thoughts more often than not even though my life hasn't changed. Depression is a nasty bastard that will say everything we fear or hate or even imagine about ourselves and amp it up a couple hundred just to mess with our heads. May not help knowing you're not the only one, but you're not. I wish I had some profound words or insight to help you through this rough patch, but like you, I can get lost in the darkness.

Just know and remember that there are people out here that you've touched and are here for you.

🤗 for you if you want.