I was planning to get some DXM and get really high today, but it's out of stock, now I'm stuck being sober

Seems like I won't be able to connect with aliens tonight 👎️That might not be a bad thing, but I was actually looking forward to it. Why does my life feel so much better when I'm UTI? It's just like I don't have these negative thought or feelings that usually don't allow me to really enjoy life or limit me from truly appreciating things, wish I could feel this way without it, but right now, DXM is the only thing that helps me feel that way