Tell me again how there is a God when a person has to lose a son and a father in the same year?

Thank you. I am sorry I am so angry. I just can't handle thinking of my cousin going through so much pain.

Anger is actually a natural response to death, if that's any consolation at all. It doesn't bring them back, but knowing that may help your process things. :/

@dystopianAntihero: Yeah, it is. Thank you for understanding.

@Meowsolini: And rightfully so. It's a terrible hurt.