Turning a weakness into a strength

Ive been diagnosed with insomnia. I have had it for as long as i can remember. (For now) i have two full time jobs. One overnight. I hardly get more than 6 hours a night, i wake up multiple times, and the nightmares can be truly terrifying. I work all night long now. Five nights a week. I take a nap when i get home, work most the day, and take another nap. Repeat. The second best part about all this is that when i try to sleep i can actually do it. The best thing is the money. Obviously. Im not even tired all the time, like you would expect. The opposite is true

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ShaythePanTransMan · 22-25, T

Wow, that’s crazy. Take care of yourself.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

I am in the best shape of my life! I am actually the healthiest i have ever been right now. @ShaythePanTransMan

ShaythePanTransMan · 22-25, T

@ShadowOfMyself Are you sure? That’s good then.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Ive been 5’9 and 265 pound since i was 15. I am now 26 and i am around 200. I started losing weight at the last week of march. I used to eat around 6,000 calories a day and now i barely break 1,000. Sometimes i dont even do half that in a day. I workout every chance i get. Insanity. Its got to the point i have started doing two, back to back. Im the strongest i have ever been. The thinnest i have ever been. I can actually see muscles when i look in the mirror @ShaythePanTransMan

ShaythePanTransMan · 22-25, T

@ShadowOfMyself Wow, that’s good! But you know...rest too.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

@ShaythePanTransMan i know. Goku said the same thing. Rest is more important than training. I rest a day or two out of the week. Theres a recovery disc in the Insanity set. That really helps. I hate the circumstances that pushed me to this point, but im in a good spot now. For now, at least.

ShaythePanTransMan · 22-25, T

@ShadowOfMyself That’s good!