I wish I had a god

I guess I just want to know that something is watching and has my back. Unfortunately I know better, and know that i am truly alone in my failing trials. I will crash, and I will burn. It’s just a matter of time. I can’t go on forever. I’m only human, and one of the worse ones at that. I don’t believe in religion. I have no faith in deities. I do have faith in myself, and in the human race. I have faith that I will continue to fail until everything of mine is lost and ruined. I have faith that the human race will ruin everything else. No gods.