What is it when your at your loneliest your too toxic to even be around?

@curiosi yes I believe that too but persistant loneliness for a lifetime while constantly growing as a person and it never ends sometimes its just too much. We are not ment to be alone

@MushroomFaerie I know, then I look around at those who couldn't take it and settled. I wonder what would be if they waited just a bit longer.

@curiosi its a very sad cycle

@MushroomFaerie My grandparents had to wait a very long time in order to get married. They waited for each other and had a beautiful relationship. Sometimes you just have to trust in the process.

@curiosi its not that. I don't even have a family. They died. I have one left but its a narcissist and its the reason I learned to isolate

@MushroomFaerie Same, I still want to wait, as I am worth it. I have grown and when I do meet someone it will be special.

@curiosi I really like your attitude. Thanks for sharing it with me right now

@MushroomFaerie This book changed my life. I decided that I will use this solitude to grow and this book has been such a help. I have to get off now but I will leave you the link.
http://siestakeybeachmeeting.com/index_htm_files/The%20Road%20Less%20Traveled.pdf

@curiosi I don't know how to open links I can't click on but thanks. Yeah I'm sure there's a higher purpose for this suffering. Just tired right now