My anger with ”God” has exceeded almost all

It's not helping you being angry at an imaginary being.

That's good. If you don't fight with God, there's something wrong. I never understood why people believe God wants us on our knees.

Don't let him see you react. Thats what bullies want.

I am curious as to what you are saying and why. It would be helpful to know WHY you are angry with "god" --so angry that you say your anger exceeds almost all of something undefined, which begs an explanation, e.g, exceeds your anger at other somethings? exceeds your other emotions?

Your statement is not coherent and seems more like an outburst in reaction to something, like saying "sh*t" when you hit your finger with a hammer.

I find it hard to be angry at an imaginary being. I have said a lot about how and why my view of god changed over several years from a reality that was important in my life to where I am now where the idea of god just became unimportant and finally meaningless, on my website "christianhumanist.net"

You could turn that statement from an outburst to the beginning of a conversation by expanding your statement.

Maybe stop blaming the worlds fuck ups on your imaginary friend and take the driving seat.

Why