why is it that i'll cry if you yell at me but get turned on if you literally punch me in my face and choke me to death and spit on me

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Isthisit · F

You subconsciously think you're a piece of shit and the sadism justifies how you feel about yourself. You get turned on by physical pain. The human psyche is confusing...