I am leaving SW permanently.

The 72 hr clock will start tonight. If you wish to keep in touch, please PM how you would like to do so.

I'm reducing my online presence among other reasons. I'm tired, upset, angry, frustrated.

Thank you for putting up with me. I'm glad to have met many of you and wish you all the best. This will probably get buried in the sea of questions, so feel free to tag people who may not see it right away.

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HijabaDabbaDoo · F

Sorry you’re feeling like this. I hope things eventually look up for you

SW-User

@HijabaDabbaDoo I doubt they will, but thank you. I keep fighting fate, and fate keeps bringing me back to heel.

HijabaDabbaDoo · F

@SW-User maybe you need to stop fighting and try understanding it. You’ll learn more that way and hopefully have more idea of where to go. Sounds easier than it actually is, I know.

SW-User

@HijabaDabbaDoo I've learned I am not meant to be happy.

I've learned that people come and go, and people come and go faster online.

I've learned that the amount of caring and devotion put in is not always equal coming out. Frequently it amounts to a "Thanks, you're sweet!" And they go on their way.

I have learned to stop fighting.

HijabaDabbaDoo · F

@SW-User Everyone is meant to be happy. Some just have a longer road to finding it.

People come and go, yes. Some things are inevitable. Not everyone in your life is there to stay but those that do? They’re worth holding onto.

Another hard truth yes, but it’s a process. Like with most difficult periods in our life, there’s usually a turning point and these times usually allow you to grow as a person unlike any other time.

Again, i’m sorry you’re feeling like this and i’m sure you have enough reason to but know this doesn’t have to be the be all end all. I hope you see this one day.

SW-User

@HijabaDabbaDoo Thank you, Hijaba.