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DragonFruit · 61-69, M
I’m in an ongoing battle with inner demons.....this is from a post I made last year:
I’ve been battling my inner demon for a long time, but sometimes I just stop battling and let him have his way with me. For a while it feels good to not fight back. It feels good to just lie back and let him penetrate me, inject me and permeate my body and soul with his seeds of darkness. It feels so good until I realize what I have done, what I have allowed myself to become....submissive to my own baseness and depression.
I’ve been battling my inner demon for a long time, but sometimes I just stop battling and let him have his way with me. For a while it feels good to not fight back. It feels good to just lie back and let him penetrate me, inject me and permeate my body and soul with his seeds of darkness. It feels so good until I realize what I have done, what I have allowed myself to become....submissive to my own baseness and depression.