I've had this feeling many times in my life. I wish you all the best in loving yourself again. ((Hugs))
Relatable. Hope it gets better for you.

SW-User
:( I am so sorry. Do you think maybe you are suffering from depression?
SeekingHappiness · 36-40, M
@SW-User I've been suffering for many years. But this last year really has taken a serious toll on me

SW-User
@SeekingHappiness Depression is very real. Are you able to look into getting some help? Meds helped me tremendously, but I know they aren't for everyone.
curiosi · 61-69, F
Hang in there, I know it's tough. I remind myself that every dark night is followed by sunrise.
5thApprentice · 31-35, M
I hope you feel better, man. What you described isn't a way to go through life. Sometimes though you just gotta reach rock bottom before you decide to climb out of the hole you're in and grab life by the balls. Stay well, bro.
SeekingHappiness · 36-40, M
@5thApprentice I've felt this way for way too long. I maybe get 1 or two days a week where I feel somewhat ok