How to become numb ???

@Captainawesome to feel less

@Deadgirl you feel to much?

@Captainawesome yes and it hurts and i overthink too

@Deadgirl you wont be numb you'll just withhold your emotions it sucks emotions aren't bad *hug*

@Captainawesome emotions are worst i am always stuck with them i want to be numb feeling nothing just a calm place

@Deadgirl you wont have peace been numb you'll still respond but you'll clench your teeth and have angry outbursts trust me on this.

@Captainawesome how??

@Deadgirl I've fathered 3 miscarriages, I've been sexually abused, then everyone thought I'd lied about it, I called them to account i got thrown out of my family. I have to wear a mouth guard in my sleep so I dont get jaw pain. And my anger is often misdirected.

@Captainawesome my anger is also misdirected

@Captainawesome any pills which could make me numb ??

@Deadgirl what are you angry about?

@Deadgirl I dont know

@Captainawesomepeople treat me badly and then they put blame on me and when i oppose they start shouting and when i answer them back they start acting like they are innocent and i am the evil one

@Deadgirl so fuck them off that's what I did at least they aren't in my life anymore life to to short to be fucked around.

@Captainawesome i am a girl and i belong to pakistan i cannot cut them off and i am not independent i want to be numb so i could survive i wish i could kill myself

@Deadgirl yeh that's a game changer:,(

@Captainawesome i tried selfharming to but that didnt end well