Does anyone ever look back at something you've done and been like "I must have been in a manic state" but didn't realize it during that moment, but you know you would never do those things normally?
Yes. When I was in highschool and got into an argument with a friend, I had a chaotic yet controlled tantrum. The other crazy part is I have seen it happen to other people.
Not to my knowledge, though when I'm depressed or upset I feel I might say or do things that I normally might not do. I recently lost a friend for not having a crush on her...and all I wanted to do was quit the internet and just up abandon all my friends on the Discord server I'm in...not something I'd normally do. Dunno if I was manic or just sad though.
I have the sun, a sparrow, an infinity sign, and a saying on my shoulders... I sound extremely basic
SW-User
Sort of. I can identify my thoughts to some extent now, but usually I'm so depressed that anything good I do can be considered like what you described.