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Starfire111 It's not that I doubt you've had the experiences you claim to have had, or that I'm unaware myself that reality is a
much stranger place than is commonly supposed. It is that you utterly radiate signs of at least the more manageable stages of this: http://reoxy.org/meme/Magusitus.html . And yes, I realize that article fails to completely contextualize your situation even if you
do end up believing there's something to it, but the gist of the matter remains about the same regardless of the case-by-case details.
To be clear, I am not at all saying that to denigrate or dismiss you. It is something awful to go through once it's recognized for what it is, and I've known more people than I can enumerate who've done so to some extent or another (myself by no means excluded, unfortunately); and it usually takes a quite horrific and traumatic occurrence to even begin to jostle someone out of the headspace. But any other operators worth so much as their own weight in dogshit will generally and with good reason keep a hundred miles clear of you as long as you remain in it.
