My tribute.
For anothervessel-
I know you’re gone now.I loved you so much.
When you said you loved me,it was the best moment of my life.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better friend to you.When you asked me to meet up,I put my family and education before you.
When we talked about wanting to die,you always were the one who pulled me out of it all,somehow.Maybe it was just *you*.
You opened me up and helped me talk about my past for the first time in my life.
I miss your voice.Our fights.And when we would make up,and get closer than ever.
I can’t stop crying.I miss you so much and I’ll always love you.
Weeks ago,you told me you felt like your time was coming.It saddened me but I we talked like this often and so it didn’t alarm me as much.
I was the godmother to your cat.I wonder where she is now,sweet Beej.
I don’t know how I will move on.Over 7 months of friendship and love.How can I forget all that?
No one except your brother knows about me,and I doubt he even knows my name.
I don’t think anyone knew you like I did.I stayed up hours because I was so fascinated by your intelligence and charm.
I miss video calling.It didn’t happen much but seeing your face made my day.
I’ve been so insecure around you.I wish I had been more free and accepting.Wish I visited you.
I love you always my sweet Erika(the nickname never bothered you either haha,despite it being dumb.)
Sleep well💚Praying for you always.
I know you’re gone now.I loved you so much.
When you said you loved me,it was the best moment of my life.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better friend to you.When you asked me to meet up,I put my family and education before you.
When we talked about wanting to die,you always were the one who pulled me out of it all,somehow.Maybe it was just *you*.
You opened me up and helped me talk about my past for the first time in my life.
I miss your voice.Our fights.And when we would make up,and get closer than ever.
I can’t stop crying.I miss you so much and I’ll always love you.
Weeks ago,you told me you felt like your time was coming.It saddened me but I we talked like this often and so it didn’t alarm me as much.
I was the godmother to your cat.I wonder where she is now,sweet Beej.
I don’t know how I will move on.Over 7 months of friendship and love.How can I forget all that?
No one except your brother knows about me,and I doubt he even knows my name.
I don’t think anyone knew you like I did.I stayed up hours because I was so fascinated by your intelligence and charm.
I miss video calling.It didn’t happen much but seeing your face made my day.
I’ve been so insecure around you.I wish I had been more free and accepting.Wish I visited you.
I love you always my sweet Erika(the nickname never bothered you either haha,despite it being dumb.)
Sleep well💚Praying for you always.
