anyone else feel like almost everything you say is just wrong in some way -_-

@iQuit I don't think im even 5% right -_-

@AllelujahHaptism 🙃 but.... there is a % chance you might be and that doesn't sound half bad of an odd

@iQuit maybe a 1% chance, but given the sizable list of people that just stop interacting, ive gotta always be wrong, right?

@AllelujahHaptism but.... who cares who is right and wrong?
really life is a long journey and making mistakes is how we all learn

so can't expect to grow as a person if we can't learn from others and ourselves right?

and sometimes the silence helps people think about things and that's not so bad
just means you have more time to talk to others and learn some more

@iQuit I know what youre trying to say, another problem being though, after the fact I overthink everything, that doesn't help at all & I cant not -_-

@AllelujahHaptism overthinking things can be an issue but.... can't really beat yourself up about anything

life in its essence is imperfect with few moments that feel perfect and that sometimes you wish you could recreate

so.... just cherish the good and try to subside the bad
because it is possible bad things can and will happen

@iQuit thanks for trying
but, I don't really have anything good to focus on, you know :/

@AllelujahHaptism what was the last thing to make you happy?
I am willing to think there is something in life that you have not done yet or been to that can bring a smile to your face 🙃 just don't overthink too much

@iQuit ive never really been happy :/ I play games & stuff to keep me entertained but even as a child I was never happy, just kinda was, if that makes sense

@AllelujahHaptism Some people are over joyous- others have spouts of glee- and there is so much in between

the fact that you find some joy in games is nice
and tbh- not many have great childhoods but- those formative years helped shape you into who you are today and how you reason and deal with over all life.

Things could always be worse keep that in mind

and... with that said


things could also be better - if you want
all you have to do is open new doors- and see what other things life has that can bring more good into your life

after all- from the bad and horrible that exist from day to day there will be some sort of silver lining- and if you focus on the bold that stands out you will over see those small specs that are there.

breathe in knowing that there will be moments that will make you smile 🙂 you don't have to have extreme burst of greatness to sense the good that can be

@iQuit I wouldn't say ive had any spouts of glee either :p

gaming isn't for joy lol its to fight boredom, sometimes kind of literally

how are things for you? personally

@AllelujahHaptism lol-well... gaming can bring you joy if you are competitive and win- or it can piss you off if you are playing with others who are competitive

I have moments where I do say things that I regret
but (I try to talk it out) and always be on good terms with those I love

After all- (it's mind over matter) if you don't mind some things will not matter
and you can fake joy - till you make it and feel like you are on top of the world


depression is an ugly little demon that if you give any will power to can and will drag you down - so lol- it's best to try smiling even when things aren't as great as they could and will be.

@iQuit I hate competitive stuff -_- solo/co-op story for me


I never get far enough into a chat where I could feel that way :/

I don't fake things, even my thoughts on something, my mother says im brutally honest lol

that's a whole other problem -_-

@AllelujahHaptism awe come on.... hate is such a harsh word
it all personally depends on the game- some are more fun when you play as team with people- that in itself can be fun

Well, I have few people who I talk to tbh- (sometimes my time is consumed by work and sometimes I just hide like a turtle) because tend to say silly things

cause...laughter is always the best medicine (badahhh pshhh....) lol

🤔 There is no problem just possible alternate solutions or options
never box yourself in

nothing is set in stone
and who you are now is not who you were yesterday and it will not be the person who you will be tomorrow

people change

for better or worse
it's a part of life

and you know what is also a part of life?
learning new things

and that is the key

maybe it can help you?🙂 maybe one week from today you will have made a bunch of great moments and memories that will give you even better reasons to keep smiling

(I won't lie) there are bad things that happen- but like I said before- if you focus on that - what is good- will seem like a blur and you are likely to miss out on it because all you can see is the BAD that shows up.


it's ok not being able to fake joy- but, that's an even better excuse to make the best out of any given situation

flip a frown upside down and look up at the starts knowing this world isn't so bad

a team vs ai kinda thing, sure, but no I really do hate the whole pvp competitive thing

you haven't said anything silly here, are you sure?

youre such an optimist haha ive been like this for most of my life though, had to grow up fast when young & have stayed the same since, temperament wise etc

@AllelujahHaptism 😌oh I've said things in a silly manner- it's just they aren't read by you with the same eyes.

I try to be an optimist
because being a pessimist only gets me into depression

and that so much, isn't what I aim for.


We all grow up but doesn't mean you have to kill your inner child.😋
That helps sometimes- taking a ride on the less travel road
You might feel stuck in a mold but... in reality your body is more that 60% water so let it flow

*remember that even water has more than meets the surface

@iQuit such as?

whenever id tried, it fails, so I give up :/

there isn't an inner child, just an angry guy held back

well for me, I can agree with density...

sound affects like (badahhh pshhh....)
they are a jab of me trying to be silly (it's supposed to be a drum sound effect)

it's ok not being great but - never give up
because there is always room for improvement

well you're inner child needs a slice of cake and ice cream so they are high and happy off of sugar, lol- you are the one with the potential to do much but if you don't give yourself a chance you might never

🕵see... baby steps
you have agreed to one bullet point

there is always room for further exploration (cause SCIENCE!💛)

well that's only one thing then

you sound like a wise old man lmao but your picture sure doesn't look like one :p

I have cheesecake earlier, does that count?
I don't actually have any potential though, im literally great at nothing @iQuit

@AllelujahHaptism oh but... there is more- but that of it all is probably the best example for now

lmao... I have aged gracefully and my birthday isn't until a month from now


you need something with a dollop of sweetness to get you to that sugar rush

Shhhhhhhh...........
can't say something unless it has been tried through many experiments and proven as true- remember (SCIENCE!)
literally you need to get your but into more hobbies that way when you are an old man you can be like I am great at this!

and your grandchildren can be like I can't believe grandpa could do that

well, I havent noticed :/

im reality youre probably not even 20 yet lol

wait, is that august or September? mines sept

would you believe, I actually eat quite a lot of sugar to no effect at all, except my belly.....

things are always proven with me, you just don't know that yet
will never happen, I don't like to be with near actual people, or be out in the sun, well strong sun, makes me feel ill -_-

I doubt i'll have a kid, so grand is virtually impossible

@AllelujahHaptism 😋 like I said- one thing is what I type and the other is the way I intend to say it and how you read it

lol... well, I will be closer to 30 than 20

August- Happy early birthday then!

oh I know the feeling my body is glycemic resistant so I have to not overdo it- or else I have to work it all off.

shhhh....... NEVER say never- even though it's in my username- you have to look at things from all angles not just straight

cause obviously there are many options and changes in life that can yield different results

who said you need to go out in the sun?
you can be a creature of the night - lol
people will think you're a vamp- but that's a risk you'll have to take I guess


wait- so there is a doubt meaning there's a chance
referring to a possibility of by some miracle you creating life?
interesting... (see perspective) within your own words gives room for a different perspective in frame of reference. 🙃

really though? your picture doesn't look it haha

thanks, same for you, do you have plans?

I have no idea what that means >.<

how about top down? I think that's more me

cant, my dog cries so badly if I leave her, but I couldn't take her, its not safe at night & I care more about her than myself....


only if I somehow meet an insane woman, cause theyd have to if there was interest enough in me